astounding.

2011-11-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

Your touch... just like his...

Exactly like his....

Wonder if you're his twin... LOL!

Beautiful Disaster

2011-11-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

she would change everything...

2011-10-26T01:27:00.001+08:00

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay...

i'm falling to pieces.....

2011-10-25T01:52:00.002+08:00

Tonight, my scars are open

So put me back together now, stitch by stitch.

2011-10-25T01:42:00.002+08:00

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven...
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
Breakeven - The Script

your shirt.

2011-10-23T21:00:00.007+08:00

i'm reminded of you yet again.
his shirt. your shirt.

the time of our lives. good times.

He's more than a man and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in, because i'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him dying a little more inside

insomnia

2011-09-23T02:40:00.003+08:00

tonight is one of those nights in which i can't seem to sleep no matter how tired i am. Feeling hungry again although I just ate a burger for supper. A hungry woman is an emo & frustrated woman.

two of my fav songs right now. love the lyrics... amazing, heartfelt lyrics albeit a lil cursing here and there. very honest and reaches deep inside, grabbing a hold on you.

you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothing to me
baby you're the only light i ever saw

2011-07-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

In the night I hear ‘em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul
To a woman so heartless…

YOU. :)

2011-06-05T20:35:00.006+08:00

it's funny how people whom you let into your life has the power to change the way you think and act. It starts of very subtly, but as time passes by, you just know you changed. And that they are the ones who bring about that in you. Goes to show how choosing the people whom you surround with is important in life..

:)

The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in
Goo Goo Dolls - Let Love In

when rainy days feel sunny...

2011-05-26T19:55:00.003+08:00

and when good outweigh the bad...

:):):):):)

LG. Life's Good.

2011-05-18T01:29:00.011+08:00

Just started my course in Sunway. Right now we're having a week's worth of hols, so i decided to revisit and update my dead blog. (for archive purposes when i grow old)

Been meeting many familiar ones these days. It's always a joy to meet someone you know before, and which you lost contact with, back again. There's this unexplainable warm feeling that gushes through my body whenever it does happen...especially when they missed you just as much as you did. Even if we weren't close back then, meeting back together makes us feel like we've been friends since forever. a nostalgic, comfortable feeling..

hmmm..

i really love the bunch of friends i have right now in uni. they make classes and uni life so much fun. awesome people are awesome! heh.. assignments we've got tons (duh!) and yea we're always rushing for deadlines, cramming in last minute when exams are near, the usual uni life, but i kind of love the adrenaline and the rush. well maybe love is not the word? the fact that i've come to embrace this lifestyle? yea.. something along the lines..
whats cool is that am living in the hostel right now, and you would think that i'll be early and on time for classes since i live the nearest to uni, but ya know, old habits die hard. i arrive like a queen for lectures/class yo! a queen in wet hair who pants heavily when she comes in the door. :p am still proud of myself for maximizing my sleeping time, so there's no point in trying to get me to reach class earlier (many have tried and failed miserably!)

this is just something to think over :

have you ever thought what if the world ends in an hour's time and there's no helping to it? it could be your own world, crumbling down and not the world, world if you get what i mean. what would you do within that hour? would you try to save your world? the world? would you try to be a hero or accept things the way they are? what would you think of? what would you cling onto? would you cry? would have any regrets in your life? what kind of flashes of memories will you have? who will you think of?

i've met people who seem so void and empty, to a point where they fill their world with dynamic things; lean on anything within distance that they can get hold of...just to find that they've been failed countless of times. then they lose hope, and finds the nearest possible thing to grab onto again, and the cycle rolls.

there's so much more to life than just that ya know... go and live this life to the fullest.

ps. THOR's smile is <3 !
pps. <3 jumbled up thoughts i know!
ppps. I CAN COOK!!!! I'M A COOK! lol cooked my shredded chicken pasta dish today!

I'm back again! lol.

2009-12-11T15:57:00.004+08:00

hahaha. gosh. it's been so long since i last posted! blog needs more happy posts. definitely.. hehe..

anyway, my hard disk sort of crashed (needs to be replaced), and currently am using another laptop to type this. phone also cacat already. everything rosak. hahahahhahaha. xD

well, my love for Siwon (from Super Junior) and Kyuhyun is growing day by day... even more after i watched this on youtube just now!

all Suju (Super Junior) fans know that Siwon is a devote Christian and all... (Yesung, his group member said that even when Siwon goes touring for concert, he finds a church to worship in on Sunday no matter where he is. Example, in Japan.)

but to think that he actually dared to sing Who Am I by Casting Crowns in their Asia tour concert makes me respect him so much more! The other five of them from Suju (Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, Donghae, Yesung, and Ryeowook who was on the keyboard) are also Christians and they too showed support by providing the backups for him! *Screams*

In short, this performance is so full of win! Makes me feel like jumping on a plane right now and stalk their every concert! hahahhaahaha...

Lord, pls pls pls pls pls let them come to Malaysia for the concert tour!! This will be my prayer for a very very long time. xD

anyway, exams are nearing! gotto go study... MCKL friends who are reading this right now, go study too! hehehehe. <33

How can one be so unreasonable?

2009-08-16T01:03:00.007+08:00

Geez. And I thought villian characters like these existed only in exaggerated Korean dramas..

I pity you.

And I pray for you. I pray that one day, you will be saved from yourself.

NOR JINJA WANGSSAGAJI!

It's time for me to practice what I preach bout "loving your enemies" from the Bible. Matter is, can I? Should I? Will I?

2009-08-06T22:53:00.009+08:00

I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR SEPTEMBER! ^^ PALI KA!

this pretty much sums up everything I (and many others, if not all) wanna say.

The Lamest thing I've said today...

2009-07-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

During econs class, Madam Chiew was saying that China citizens saves the most when compared to the rest of the world.

Madam Chiew : What word do you use to describe the China people?

Classmate : Stingy!

Madam Chiew : *laughs* There's a nicer way to say that... What word do you use?

Me : SPENDTHRIFT.

ROFL.

I'm so smart I can pass as a genius huh. xD

ANYWAY, Happy 18th Birthday to Yiting! :D

ps. Amanda and Dan, we're missing you both already! :(

pps. sorry to my two big bosses! hehee.. xD i love you two!

2009-05-07T18:24:00.005+08:00

I did irritatingly badly in my trials this time, and i've disappointed my parents. Most of all, i've disappointed myself.

Therefore, i will be on hiatus - to reflect and to study like mad for this sem exams. Expect no blog post for one month....till exams are over.

So i shall leave you with this one interesting finding of mine.

Do you know that the baa baa black sheep we used to sing when we were young is not the original version? lol.

The ori version :

Bah, Bah a black Sheep,

Have you any Wool?

Yes merry have I,

Three Bags full,

One for my master,

One for my Dame,

One for the little Boy

That lives down the lane.

and the modified version we used to (and sometimes still) sing :

Baa, baa, black sheep,

Have you any wool?

Yes sir, yes sir,

Three bags full.

One for the master,

One for the dame,

And one for the little boy

Who lives down the lane

hehe. notice the diff?

A Tribute to Fly To The Sky

2009-04-22T02:20:00.010+08:00

April 12th, 2009.

They bowed together for the very last time on SBS Inkigayo.

I have been a fan of this R&B duo since I was in standard 6 (which is in year 2003 if I'm not mistaken). They were the ones who pulled me into lovin Kpop music. I've watched them grow, cry, fall, and rise again throughout these 7 years, and it is just so heartbreaking to see them no longer producing a FTTS album for the fans. Of course they will collaborate once in a while during performances, but, I guess this is really it for them?

Both will be pursuing their own career individually from now on. No more FTTS performance - only Brian or Hwanhee performance. Gone is the name of FTTS from kpop world.....It is now history.

Hwanhee (left) and Brian (Right)

I remember how I used to like Hwanhee, until he started having a complex bout his looks. He desperately needed to do something bout it and so he went for plastic surgery, twice.

gosh.... psycho right? (just look at how good looking he was originally!)

Now I'm a fan of Brian; He's not as stuck up as Hwanhee and he's much much much more cuter and friendlier. and he's definitely a natural! thank God.. haha. (although not as pretty boy

as Hwanhee). Performance wise, he's versatile. I am certainly rooting for him and hopefully, he'll be really successful and maybe be a Hollywood star! :)

10 years of them together. The 8th album, Decennium marks their last...

April 12th, 2009.

They performed their last single - Restriction and their very first single (year 1999) - Day by Day on stage for the very last time. Them performing these 2 songs says it all...

This really is the end of their journey together...

Them charming boys.

God bless you BRIAN JOO! ;D ALL THE BEST IN LIFE! (if you do happen to stumble into my blog) hahaha...

I love you Brian! I love you FTTS!

Thank you for the great 10 years. Thank you for the awesome music. Thank you, thank you. Thank you.

(so once in a while, I'll probably rewatch FTTS videos on Youtube to cure my aching heart, and to remember the sweet old days..)

Cause to me, FTTS will always remain a legend in the kpop scene...

The happy times; A moment to remember

- Insomnia

2009-04-20T12:44:00.003+08:00

Today is such a depressing day.
Trials just ended and we're already getting back our results

Got back my Econs and Maths C1 paper........

downright depressing.
thats the only way to describe it.

i feel so blah now.

later most prob getting back physics paper too. gonna die.

I hate exams with a passion.

God's precious child

2009-04-07T22:01:00.012+08:00

I was browsing through youtube, thinking of putting up one of FTTS' video or Rain's video here.

Click click click.

As I was watching some videos, lo and behold! I found this clip of a special girl, who has an extraordinary talent in piano. She's only 5 years old, and what more, she can't see!

...believe it or not, she plays the piano awesomely well.

...and she's adopted too.
What amazes me is, through it all, she still can sing "you were born to be loved"...

I teared up.

- To God be all glory

Crossroads

2009-04-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

Two days ago, I was asked to choose.

Two days ago, I thought I would be on the right path.

Two days ago, I thought I knew what I wanted.

Two days ago, I thought I was strong.

...But two days ago, I chose to have sex and give birth before marriage.

...

I was sorta forced to choose that! xD

Long story people. But not to worry, my decision in life is to practice abstinence. (:

To sum up my experience in Crossroads, the maze, I found out that I let people make decisions for me. I realised I'm easily swayed and my foundation is shaky; when people tell me that there is no exit (when actually there was at one point of the maze), I didn't think much or fight for my stand, I just chose one of the paths, which I know I'm not supposed to. In this case, it was the 'sex or drugs' path. and as it was said above, I chose sex. No, I didn't question them much or hold on to my stand. I just kept walking... kept walking towards the wrong path...

...and ended up 'dressing my own baby'. lol..

No, I do not want my life to be like that.

No, I shall not choose to live my life that way.

No, no sex before marriage. (too bad Joanne, your prediction will remain as a mere prediction :p)

No, I choose to stand firm in God.

Crossroads made me think. (Though clearly, I was super blur when I walked through the maze thing...) haha...

"They that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint."

Isaiah 40:31

when the earth stood still..

2009-03-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

I sat silently at the corner again..

I pondered and pondered, and by human nature, I started questioning Him all over again.

No, this question isn't different than the previous; we're back to where we were two months ago. I even thought I walked far enough to not be able to return to where I was then... I guess, I underestimated everything?

too confident?

The only difference is that, now, I feel nothing. I've been talking as if it doesn't matter, like my heart isn't hurting, like I don't care. In fact, I've been laughing.

Am I even supposed to be laughing bout it right now? at this very point where I'm supposed to be grieving?

Gosh, I feel evil..

WHY.

If You could just answer me this question... if You could just answer us this question... them.....

- I know you're happy in heaven..

goodbye, couzzie.

rest well.

2009-03-28T20:53:00.001+08:00

Happy Earth Hour! :)

will update bout Treasure Hunt '09 soon. hopefully..

sweet nothings

2009-03-25T20:51:00.005+08:00

I AM PREGNANT.

Yes, your eyes have done you no wrong.

I just said,

I AM PREGNANT. Four months old.

so who's the daddy?

It's smexy LEE MIN HO! :D
go google.

.....

cheah right, as though you would buy it.. haha.
But honestly, honestly, I am genius to have come up with such a great excuse for my large capacity tummy (to put it in nice terms), right right? :D

oh come on now...at least sugar me!

:)

btw, uber cool daaddy just bought me a tub of Boysenberry ice cream! Tiptop. imported ice cream from NZ! on sale now in Cold Storage! :D

love love loveeeeeee!

2009-03-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

I thank God that I'm all well now!
Sayonara to evil stomach spasms!
Sayonara to pills!

Most of all, say hi again to my beloved husbands - Mr French Fries and Mr Oil!
I've missed you both so very much...

:D

- and i say sayonara to the bird too..

cause He is faithful

2009-03-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

This life of mine is Yours
Use me Lord.
Let me be Your hands and feet.

Let me not stray away from You
or even Your will for me.

I know You're more than enough for me;
I don't need anything more than this,
than Your unfailing love for me
than Your comforting presence
than Your faithfulness
than Your everything.

I'm Yours.

Mold me, Lord...

- maybe i should take a step back in line
and start running all over again

SPM results!

2009-03-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

oooooookaaaay! so spm results came out on 12 of march.

first and foremost, i praise God for my results! :)
for all the curious people, i got 8A1s, 2A2s, and 1B3. i know it's not a straight A1s result, but trust me, i screamed in joy when i counted the A1s! haha.

and i can now get a full scholarship for my A-levels in MCKL! :):):)

Thank You, Lord, for being such a wonderful, faithful friend to me. getting 8A1s is pretty much a miracle considering my last-minute study that i did for every subject.
Imagine this. I failed my history during trials exam. and i got an A1 for history in the real spm! hahah! i know! i can't believe it either! >.<

oh, and congrats to all the straight A1s people! :)

- I smell of you now

2009-03-12T03:15:00.003+08:00

what better way to spend your last night before the world ends than to go mamak with friends, snack on french fries, play some pool and do foosball! (:

and if you do realise, it's 3.20am now, and i'm still not sleeping...

2009-03-11T19:03:00.006+08:00

DOOMS DAY IS HERE!

*SCREAMS AND PULLS HAIR*

all the hopeful faces...

my friends, all the best.
may you cry out of joy.

Double Happiness

2009-03-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

Today Ferns was nice. :)
Physics Lab was fun!
I love doing the ticker timer tape thingy... just not the recording the data and whatsoever part.
Econs was, well, econs..
Aaaand we were expecting MQA people to visit our Maths class!

They didn't come.

like what Ferns would say,

*in that slang*

"I don't believe it!"

:))

- He is gonna do great things
Crossroads, anyone?

:)

2009-03-04T22:00:00.004+08:00

i've always wondered how is heaven like...

is it really true that we won't thirst or hunger when we're there?

:(

cause I picture heaven as a place FULL OF GLORIOUS FOOD like french fries! xD

hehehee. :)

today in college i was literally a walking zombie! what to do..too sleepy lah..
but i was really happy! :) friends make me happy happy! :)

~~i did badly in Physics test today though, and econs too!~~

gah. forget bout the past, i'm gonna move on......and score super well this semester despite the low marks i seem to be getting nowadays! :D

2009-03-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

MY WISH CAME TRUEE! :))

upon a bright, lonely star

2009-03-02T18:29:00.007+08:00

i wished, and i wished, and i wished. and i shall wish again...
at least, until heaven hears my desperate cry - of hope and love.

- how long more should i wait?
or should i even?

Guess by Marciano

2009-03-01T20:48:00.007+08:00

ANDREA IS VERY HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

why?

cause she just bought a Guess by Marciano heels on sale! :DD

The Heels.
lovely, isn't it? there are butterflies near the G! i loveee. :))

you must be wondering how much i bought it for.

CHEAP!

RM250 for 2 pairs of sandals from Pavillion! so sis bought another pair, i bought this! SO CHEAP RIGHT! :D

if you did read the newspaper a few days ago, you would know that Guess is having sales now. and many other stores too actually. Burberry is having some warehouse sales too at Bangsar Village. discounts from 20% to 80%. went there today, but i guess other people bought all the nice pretty stock? left all the not so nice ones there. plus, it isn't that cheap even after 80% discount. like, 1 top can cost you RM5k! after 80%? still RM1k.

sighh.
i wished i had that kind of money with me....

for now, i'm contented with my Guess sandals! very, very, very contented indeed! :D
don't worry Vincci, i'll still love you....just maybe, maybe not as much as Guess? hehe.

GO SHOP! IT'S SALES TIME, BABEH! :D

- they say let bygones be bygones
but if they were me, would they be able to say it so easily?
i really don't know how to face you no more...

Orientation Ball '09!

2009-02-22T21:13:00.013+08:00

Facebook is being annoying. or rather my connection.
it's been 5 hours and i still can't successfully upload the OB Night album! grrr.

okay. patience Andrea, patience.

*calms down*

While waiting for the album to upload (and hopefully no more "sorry upload has failed. try next time" thing popping out), i shall blog bout OB Night last friday at Prince Hotel. :D

It was AWESOME. (:

Joanne's dad picked me up from home at 4.30 and we both went to Pavillion. Was to meet up with Sarah there.

in the car...on the way..

Soon, we reached. I was actually pretty excited as i was stepping out of car, till i felt my front loose!
...just the best thing ever happened to me *note the sarcasm - my right strap for the dress snapped!

and that was It. I zhau kwong! xD

paiseh-nya.

But Super Sarah managed to join the strap for me again! or was it Joanne? lol. anyhoo, thank you both! :D love you two!

After that big hoohaa, we walked quickly to Clinique to get Joanne and Sarah's makeup done there. I did mine at home though. :)

Cleaning Joanne's face..

snap snap! while waiting for the lady who was attending to Joanne to come back..

Me want all that! xD

The guy doctor who was attending to Sarah. x)

and as you can see, I was so bored, i camwhored. :D look a lil more and you get to see Sarah at the back too!

sayrawr and i. dalam tandas Pavillion. xD

by 5.50pm, the girls were pretty much done, and we rushed to Prince Hotel........by legs. so sad right? xD worse still, we three were wearing our dresses (with flats) and running like some mad pigs! haha. xD too bad there weren't anyone to fetch us... but it's good exercise though. lose fats! xD

We headed straight to the hotel toilet when we reached. hehe... you know we girls right. :)

Took off our flats, and put on our pretty heels there...and then, my strap snapped again!
sigh.. Thank God there was this really kind aunty (who was Kaili's mum), who helped me put back the strap together with a rubberband! :D (Joanne tried getting a sewing kit from the hotel though, but they weren't helpful. Bad service.. Better take note of that xD)

toilet pictures are a must! haha. yes yes? :)

~~(to be continued tomorrow)~~ updated 28/2

The night started with Pranav's speech, followed by Miss Moey's, opening performances, and then a toast by Pranav.

the all-girls band! :D

toast by Pranav.

then it was eating time! :D and more great performances followed! by 10pm, the lecturers got halau-ed from the ballroom because it's.............DANCING TIME! heheheh.

Joanne and i went back around 12.15am that night, and we were so exhausted...

we had fun! :)

here you go, some pretttyyyyyy pictures.

Joanne! :D

so they grooved to the music.

Sarah, Su Yin, Joanne and Mei Cheen. :) missing Sandy.

at the dancefloor yo.

and the aftermath. Caryn, Joanne, Amanda, Sayrawr, and Tanuja! :D

:)

btw, i did cut and blow dry my hair just for that day, and it cost me a bomb! 48 bucks! sigh... but it was worth it, i guess? blehh. i should go find cheaper saloons.....so need to.

hmm.

anyway, i finally finished blogging bout OB! xD

Same Quote of the day

2009-02-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

if Ferns doesn't kill me, his homework DEFINITELY will.

xD

*just a lil bit diff today. :)

something funny happened in Physics class today.
we were supposed to have double period of Physics, but...
J LO (Mr Lopez, my Physics lec) decided to cut it to one!

.......

.........

okay. so he didn't really cut it to one.
at least he didn't mean to..
thanks to his forgetful-ness, he thought today was only an hour with us
and that James was lying when he said "sir, it's two hours"
plus he said, "don't bluff la!"

LOL.

so very LOL.

...and the whole class just played along with the single period thing.
we didn't barge though even after he went out of class
J Lo even had to come back to class to halau us out!

xD

and there he was wondering why we were still there..

"Faster get out of the class la.."

and we all stared at him.
reshaa and i were trying very superbly hard to control our laughter but we failed miserably..
and he looked at us one kind

"why do you guys take so long to pack your stuff? faster, faster!"

boy, the guys were sure happy that lesson ended so quickly. xD
they straight away packed their bags and went out..
i was one of the last ones to go out though, cause i felt so uber guilty!
i was practically drowning in guilt, but i still couldn't help but laugh so very loud at that time.

....

to cut the story short,

J Lo finally realised the truth.
He came back looking for each and everyone of us...in the library, student lounge, etc..
we thought he would be so angry.
guess what,

HE WAS STILL SMILING!
and he did not nag.
in fact, the boys kept on teasing him.
and the class kept on laughing...
he went along and laughed together with us too. (:

how cool is that? :D

WE SO LOVE YOU MR LOPEZ! though we always laugh at you.. xD

Quote of the day

2009-02-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

If Ferns doesn't kill me, his HOMEWORK will.

=/

(Ferns - me accounting lecturer)

ps. Ferns' daughter, if you're reading this, don't tell your daddy! xD

Surprise, Surprise!

2009-02-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

Jo yee : *tells a few girls* go spread the news now! go go!
Lynn, Erna, Rosie....etc : okay!

Me : *blur*

...after a few minutes.....

Jo yee : so everyone know the plan d?
everyone except me : *nods*
Me : what plan?
Erna : err. later right..when Ben drives Khai here, he'll drive another round, and then we all start singing, when he gets out of car to surprise him........errrr....right, Jo yee?
Jo yee : err. yea yea.
Me : *so blur* ohh, okay.
Jo Yee : *tells everyone* so people, sing SLOWLY yea.
everyone : okay!

*Jo Yee takes out the Bra Cake* lol

...when Ben stopped his car and Khai comes out....

everyone : *starts singing* Happy Birthday to you
Khai : *surprised* AHHHHH!

finished singing....

Joanne : Andrea! put your fat body to good use! (block the candles from wind)
me : okay okay! *blocks*

suddenly......

Jo Yee : *takes out panties cake*
everyone : *sings* Happy Birthday to youuuuuuuuuu
me : *shocked plus happy and speechless*

:)

thank you Jo yee, Ben and Joanne, for planning this surprise 18th birthday for me. thank you for taking time and effort to put this party together. and thank you peeps who came on thursday too!

i'll always remember 12 February 2009! I LOVE YOU ALL! :D

thank you, WIC girls and Ben for celebrating with me again in Genting yesterday though you guys were tired. haha. thanks.. i really really appreciate you all. :)

and thank you college mates in my maths class who sang a birthday song for me today....especially Eeswari! :) thank you, thank you.

those that wished me, whether it was through sms, facebook, or by face-to-face, thank you too! :D

there. the bra and panties cake. limited edition. xD

ps. more pics will be posted tomorrow..today too lazy. xD

pps. Thanks everyone for making 16 February such a wonderful 18th birthday!

ppps. I'M LEGAL!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-02-11T14:42:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging from MCKL library! wheeeeeee! :DD

okay. i better go off now before the Librarian screams at me. xD

the stalker talks.

2009-02-06T20:32:00.008+08:00

i'm insane.

i'm officially a stalker. a very, very scary one.. *shivers*

on a side note, we got splashed today! so much for the "we actually did not get permission to get you guys wet" in the morning.. but it was still fun! ..with all the screaming and strategic run-away-from-seniors plan who were throwing water balloons at us, how can it not be? (:
and the funniest part of that water splash thing is that, we were like in war! like at the front of battlefield really. it was when the seniors started throwing the water balloons like darts at us, there was this very funny plus nice guy who told us to squat to avoid the balloons! (we were behind him btw, using him as a shield xD ) and we sure did managed to avoid em!..................till Joanne got up, and got hit by a balloon! lol. you poor thing.

FRIDAYS ROCK! :DD

I Praise God..

2009-02-05T19:57:00.006+08:00

..for today! :D

it started raining only right after we entered Joanne's dad's car on the way back home. (:

and that's something i should be thankful for. i realised i always take things for granted; when things go my way, i just think "it's normal" or "i'm just lucky", but when things are inconvenient, i tend to grumble.

after reaching home today, i took some time to reflect on everything and thought to myself, "wow. He truly has blessed me so much, i can't ask for more"

He, has blessed me with such great friends in college.
He, has helped me make many important decisions.
He, provided good food nearby college! :D
He, has set very good timing in everything.

even classes end just in time for Joanne and I to walk to kl sentral to catch the ktm train before 5pm. you know lah, 5pm is the gila busy time.

He, gives me so much, i overflow with blessings. (:

To think that i have started living my college days without thanking such a Great Heavenly Father everyday for each and everything, i'm such a great fool.

i'm just so sorry, Lord. and i shall put a stop to saying, "later lah, God. i'm busy now", especially when it comes to everyday devotion time. xD

i must put a stop to it, yes?

"i just want to love You more and more.. how I long to be deeper in love."

Orientation Week

2009-02-04T20:55:00.003+08:00

it's been raining in the evening these few days and i absolutely loathe it. my pants get all muddy and shoes so soaky when i walk to kl sentral after col. grr. so disgusting and irritating.
i love rain though...just only at the right time. (: fyi, i love the korean singer Rain too! lol randomness. xD

anyway. we started our Orientation Week yesterday (3rd Feb). have got to go to college before 7.15am everyday till Feb 10. earlier than school la! i need my sleep desperately. i can barely concentrate in class these 2 days cause i was too busy daydreaming of my lovely bed at home, not to mention, the squishy and fluffy pillows too. :(

i so need some waking-up-pills. xD

orientation is fun though. seniors made me (and others) do some outrageous stuff and some really fun things! don't wanna elaborate on it cause some was pretty embarassing. xD but through this, i got to know quite some seniors and haha, they are really nice and very sporting people. (:

i love MCKL!

and the weird ikrar thing we had to say in the morning today... love the crappiness! though it's plain crap. haha. don't kill me student council.

now i am dreaming of having 3 months holiday, abandoning my assignments, and go shopping! ah...pure bliss. too bad it's just a dream. so depressing lah kan.. sheesh. xD

will update and post bout Orientation Camp soon!

have a great, happy week, everyone! :D

........

2009-01-28T22:58:00.004+08:00

10 reasons to give Mr Ferns aka my Accounting lecturer as to why he should not fire me tomorrow for not doing his assignments :

1. this cny was a very super duper busy cny for me. a quick review will tell you why:

sat - i helped to clean house (see, good daughter! note that sir!)
sun - woke up in the morning to get ready for reunion lunch (yea, not dinner). went to a new jap restaurant, Tenji at Soho KL and ate buffet. was there till 3 something. went back home, rested, and woke up to go Genting in the evening for fireworks with relatives. was there till midnight but the fireworks display was cancelled cause it was too misty. :( ate supper there and came down around 1 am. reached home 2 something am. dozed off right away. (long enough?)
mon - went with relatives for dim sum at Tai Thong restaurant in PJ for brunch. then, visited my uncle right after that. lingered in his house till 4pm or so. went to bangsar to shop but most shops were closed. :( then came back home, dozed off again and did some assignments.
tues - balik my mum's kampung in Sg. Nipah. spent whole day there. later at night, went to aunt's house and makan at 9pm. came back home dead tired again.

wed - whoa la! it's my only free day. and i did assignments the whole day plus a few minutes onlining and still am doing. :(

2. i'm a good girl in your class and have always been. i always laugh at your jokes!
3. i will still be a good girl in your class. i'll always laugh at your jokes!
4. i will get good grades. i'll get a strong A in accounts sir!
5. cause you're such a nice guy to let me go this one time. YES? :D
6. cause you're the best lecturer! :DD
7. and you're so very nice too! :DDD
8. save your voice sir. it's hot these few days.
9. you're Mr Cool.
10. ......i've ran out of ideas. just let me go, okay, sir?

sleepover!

2009-01-25T10:10:00.002+08:00

Joanne came over last wed! :D slept over for two consecutive nights, but sadly, we had veryy little time for bonding and girl talk, thanks to accountings.......

the book i shun.

we started doing our accountings assignment around 9pm after i went out and bought the cash and jurnal book..

then,

dad came back home, and he brought back Tony Roma's fries back for us! :D
so, we started eating....

and she started posing. (wannabe french fries commercial queen) xD

and she kept posing...

then i got influenced too... and she started glaring at me. XD

our study table with friess..

after gobbling it all up like cute pigs, :p we refocused and resumed doing our gila banyak accountings assignment.

in serious mode.

we kept doing our accounts until 12 midnight. that's when we were practically half dead and sleepy. kudos to Joanne for giving such brilliant idea on how to stay up : coffee!

Ali Cafe and Nescafe Gold.

thanks to coffee, we managed to finish our accounts around 1 something am.

....unfortunately, we had to wake up at 6.20 am for lecture! it was crazy, really.

on the same day too (thursday) , we had a gathering of school friends in the night.

we were steamboat-ing..

the few-screws-loose guys who kept laughing the whole night. xD

jo, lynn, ed and ben.. (:

amily, siew, jian yun, and lynn.. (:

when we got back home, we were too tired to even brush our teeth! shhhh. don't tell anyone! xD

anyway, that's how Joanne and i spent our two nights together. (:

oh-so-wonderful!

2009-01-21T19:39:00.004+08:00

guess what i wore to college today...

HELLO KITTY SOCKS! XDD

ahh! hope no super hot hunks noticed it today.. xD
i think some did though..
cause i was crossing my legs in accounts class and i looked down..MY BLUE HELLO KITTY SOCKS WERE SHOWING! LOL XDDD

paiseh-nya......

on a side note, JOANNE ONG IS SLEEPING OVER FOR A FEW NIGHTS! :D time for us to bonding-bonding, heh. :))

midnight rant.

2009-01-20T00:05:00.003+08:00

the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength.

...i still got assignments to do! :( i need strength to NOT sleep.

the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength. the Lord is my strength.

iwillnotsleepuntilifinishmyassignmentsnomatterhowtemptingmy
bedisormysweetcuddlycushionypillowsare.

how sad.

don't get me wrong. i'm still really grateful to the Lord for giving me the opportunity to study! you know lah in other nations....some family don't allow girls to study(learnt in econs today). and so i thank the Lord for blessing me! :D

2009-01-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

it's 11.56 PM and i'm still so restless. you probably wouldn't have imagined that i slept at 3am yestesday night (or prolly it's today), woke up at 6.30 and i'm still lasting. i know. i think it's a miracle too. mum says i should sleep early; she's afraid my body would break down during the weekdays due to my hectic college life which is currently filled and piled with TONNES of assignments. grr. and when i say hectic, i mean it with a big H.

i need to sleep, but i don't want to sleep. i wanna read blogs, i wanna go online, i wanna im! i wanna make up for everything i was so deprived of during the weekdays. i must, must, must! hehe. :)

putting my kosong rants aside, today was an okay day. i actually managed to hand up my Physics assignment 1 homework ~~though i left some questions empty.~~ until now, i can't even grasp the first chapter of Physics! i don't likey the graphs part. helppppp... :( guess i totally threw my form 4 and 5 Physics away to LalaLand. or is it Phuket? ah...the gorgeous hunky hunks...

oh dear. how am i supposed to get a strong A for it then... guess i'll figure it out somehow.

btw, did i mention that i absolutely love Fridays? cause i really do! :) Fridays mark the coming of weekends! and NO to college for two days! i'm freeeeeee! wheeeeeeeee! :DD

i'd probably have got to put my butt down the whole tomorrow though... and finish the Massive Assignments i've got. bah. so-called free weekend.

happy doing assignments to all us jan intake, esp MCKL-ians.
have a great weekend! :D

God bless.

Me loveeee college and new friends!

2009-01-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

but me miss school and friends too!

Jo's surprise bday 'o7! :D

remember the jigsaw? xD

mun meng and his half blur specs.. xD

Clement Augustus Tan, humbled and submissive. xD

two girls battling it out. jasmine and rosie!

the sexy boys.. ;)

can't miss him out - KJ! :)

showcasing my bushy hair! =D

khai and my suprise bday party! :DD

all smiles. :)

where are the muscles, Paul? xD

the camwhoring days...

and the younger days... (:

three wives standing. ;)

cara-cara untuk pig-gify people. xD

LOL.

can you feel the heat?

three gila hot poyo girls. xD

John Gan was constipating. xD

foo and beannie boy. (:and the three besties in prefects! :D juin hoong, jasmine, and meee!

Please be okay..

2009-01-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

my deepest condolences to Jasmine and her family..

to my childhood friend; tadika, primary school and secondary school classmate for umpteen years, best friend in prefectorial board, please be okay. Be strong, i know you have the power to keep strong. if, if you ever think you don't, we're here for you. and we want to let you know that we love you Jasmine.

I love you.

side talk : as i heard you cry, i couldn't stop my tears from flowing. as i watched you cry, everything within me cried too. it was so sudden, i didn't know exactly how i should comfort you. i wished i could give you strength. to tell you the truth, i did not believe at first when you smsed me this morning. i just couldn't believe.... i wished i did not have college class so that i could run to you that instant and be that perfect shoulders for you to cry on. i really really hope that you'll be okay. after watching you break down today, i just couldn't find the right words to say to you. i'm sorry. and again, i love you. i love you, Jas.

MCKL ROCKS!

2009-01-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

ITS THE THIRD DAY IN MCKL COLLEGE! :DDD

i'm superly elated to be taking A-levels in MCKL here. at first i did doubt a lil, but you know what. BEING IN MCKL IS JUST SO FUN! though kinda hectic with our schedule 8am to 4.30pm everyday.. met lots of new friends actually, but can't remember their names! aiks.. haha. soon i'll remember, hopefully.

anyways, i don't think i'll be blogging that often anymore. i wanna get 4As in my A-levels! wanna go LSE! on scholarship!! hehehehe. :DD

side ramblings : i did it again... my attitude problem resurfaced AGAIN. sigh. oh wells...i gotto change! i have got to change! *slaps myself* lol... xD

Worlds Within!

2008-11-02T09:30:00.000+08:00

WORLDS WITHIN IS OUT! omo omo!

i watched the first two episodes, and crazy, this show is so AWESOME! :DD certainly this is not your normal cheesy-comedy drama; this drama is very realistic. it deals with feelings and surprisingly, i can connect to it! ......dealing with the past, facing truths, working situation....wow. the whole drama production managed to portray all this feelings in just 2 episodes! and i just can't wait to watch the whole entire drama after SPM!

that's about it. off to bath, then probably study.....probably.

SPM'S IN 10 MORE DAYS!!!! =O

Song Hye Gyo and Hyun Bin in Worlds Within!

1 litre of tears..

2008-10-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

EMO. i lost my one whole stack of Bio exercise given by Pn. Zahariah!
emo. i did not get enough sleep yesterday - i should really stop watching dramas and animes online! i think i need to hire somebody to drag me away from the laptop. xD sigh. and you know la, not enough sleep = Emo andrea. after school, came straight home, ate nuggets (which wasn't fully cooked but i was too fat to cook it again, so i was contented with my half-cooked nuggets) . Emo-ed again anyways. then, listened to Mark Schultz's "Walking Her Home". at first it was to fill my time (so that i can hum along the song....practicing for my opening number on stage next time. :p), till i listened to the lyrics....a loved one passed away. :( EMOEMO! had lots of accounts homework to do also before tuition today - couldn't sleep again after coming back from school. Lagi Emo. then kena lecture....More Emo. worse, woke up late for tuition. it wouldn't matter if it was other tuitions, but it was THE tuition. Accounts Tuition. roar. Emo. then got nagged again. Super Emo. now still emo-ing......

Hi. nice to meet you, my name is EmoGirl.

Mark Schultz - Walking Her Home

Looking back
He sees it all
It was her first date the night he came to call

Her dad said son
Have her home on time
And promise me you'll never leave her side
He took her to a show in town
And he was ten feet off the ground

(Chorus)
As he was walking her home
And holding her hand
Oh the way she smiled it stole the breath right out of him
Down that old road
With the stars up above
He remembers where he was the night he fell in love
He was walking her home

Ten more years and a waiting room
At half past one
So when the doctor said come in and meet your son

His knees went weak
When he saw his wife
She was smiling as she said he's got your eyes

And as she slept he held her tight
His mind went back to that first night

(Chorus)

He walked her through the best days of her life
Sixty years together and he never left her side

A nursing home
At eighty-five
And the doctor said it could be her last night
And the nurse said Oh
Should we tell him now
Or should he wait until the morning to find out

But when they checked her room that night
He was laying by her side

Oh he was walking her home
And holding her hand
Oh the way she smiled when he said this is not the end
And just for a while they were eighteen
And she was still more beautiful to him than anything
He was walking her home
He was walking her home

Looking back
He sees it all
It was her first date the night he came to call

ps. some parts were overly exaggerated for readers. heehee. ~~and i had fun today too despite the emo-ness. haha.~~

a pic of song hye gyo! with some hunk...

2008-10-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

i want that hunk! xD

Must-do After SPM list!

2008-10-16T17:01:00.001+08:00

SPM'S SO NEAR!!! sigh.. thinking bout that makes me feel so uber guilty. i tried studying but couldn't concentrate......and got distracted by korean dramas! roar. anyways, i'll post up my Must-do after spm list :

1. WATCH WORLDS WITHIN STARRING SONG HYE GYO AND HYUN BIN! :DD (KBS channel on Astro. it's after Love Marriage)
2. Go Party!
3. Sleepovers!
4. Camping Camping!
5. SHOPPING!!!
6. Watch Worlds Within again!
7. Watch Worlds Within.
8. Watch Worlds Within.
9. Promote Worlds Within TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! wahahahaha.

anyways...i aim to get 11A1s. lol. big dream? haha.

EVENTS, EVENTS, EVENTS!

2008-07-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

yessssss, i'm finally back after a looooonngggg long hiatus. i've been really really busy for the past few months, and so much was happening. just an update about a few important events after our cf camp.

Mid-term results
well, mid-term was quite tough especially sejarah since....you know, i didnt study. haha. when results were out, surprise, surprise! i managed to get number 14 in class! i really wanna praise God for that! but my average was kind of low though. (i got a 67.72%) still okay i guess.

conclusion : i need to start studying and stop procrastinating. no more late minute work! (i think i've said this a million times already)

less than 120 days to SPM! (when i wrote this as a draft, it was less than 120 days to SPM.)

Teachers' Day

preparation by my juniors were a total mess. the day before teachers' day, many seniors had to come back to school and worked through the night with the juniors. many didn't sleep at all until the teachers' day event was over. but i stayed in school for the whole day till 11pm only cause mum didn't allow to stay any longer. in short, teachers' day was a frustrated day. so geram with juniors!

Carnival Day

on this very day, i spent most of my time dutying. yes, DUTYING. (and plus helping out at the netball stall a lil) nevertheless, i enjoyed parading around the school in my blazer. not like every other year, this year, they opened the door to outsiders. there is no need for a pass, no need for any paper or signature. of course, they still have got to abide by our rules. like for example, not being lala (wearing super SUPER short shorts, micro mini skirts, etc.....)there were tons of these chinese girls struting their lala clothes, so yea, NO COMING IN! muahahhahahaha! sadly, i was deprived of lengzais on that day! so few lengzais okay! sighh.. hahaha..

Malam Senanjung Kasih

it was held a week after our carnival day. and again, the prefects dutied; we dutied. this was a concert put together by teachers. they brought in chinese singers, and our very own students performed too. tickets to this concert were RM10 for the one in the afternoon, and RM30 and RM50 for the one in the night. it was a fund raising concert with the aim of collecting more money for our canteen and to build air-cond in our school hall if i'm not mistaken. well, there was no need for us to duty much on that day though. we just enjoyed ourselves (free admission for prefects) and got the best view! (we stood up right near the stage, beside the VIPs) i liked the dance performance performed by a group of form 4 guys, and of course the guy artiste who sang Michael Buble song! the taekwondo performance got my adrenaline pumping too. hehe.

Junior Prefects Interview

boy, was it a great time of shooting......the senior prefects. lol. no, its not typo error. your eyesight is well. i found that rather than us questioning the juniors, telling them of their mistake, well.......the senior prefects had their fair share of being shot at, by the juniors. truth be told, i was giggling when my batch got shot. muahahahhaha. yes, i'm evil. but if you were there, i'm pretty sure you would chuckle out loud too. no joke. (any prefects reading this, i'm sorry.)

after a few weeks......

big news.

TAN PAK KHEONG GOT APPENDICITIS

and his appendices almost rupture. it was a great shock for the whole 5S class. i'm sure you'll ask why didn't he go and see the doctor when he had symptoms? like....when he had stomach ache and all.... guess what. he did went to a clinic before that....

and they diagnose him as gastric. = =

i mean, how much lamer can the doctors in clinic get?! grrrrrr. anyhows, praise God he's still alive and kicking! lol. and i really wanna thank God his appendices did not rupture fully.....if not the chances of seeing him again........................

CHOI CHOI CHOI CHOI. xD

sadly though, he didn't make it in time for the

PREFECTORIAL BOARD 2007/2008 RETIREMENT DAY / INSTALLATION OF THE NEW LEADERS OF PREFECTORIAL BOARD 2008/2009

yeap, i'm old, and i aint shy to admit it. (see, i'm not in denial for once.) hehe. (: it felt like it was just moments ago that i looked at my seniors retiring when i was in form 3.....and form 4. and now, i'm retiring. time sure passes by quickly indeed. we had all the jamuan and stuff. oh, we went to Shogun to eat too! heheh.

now, i'm enjoying my life as a normal student. normal crazy student. (how can normal and crazy be in the same sentence???????) lol.

soon though, i'll be sitting for my

SPM TRIALS.

and in less than 90 days time,

the REAL SPM.

0 o

gosh, i really am old!

ps. pics for all events will be coming up later in another post. i'm too lazy to upload now. :p

CF Camp 2008!

2008-06-08T13:01:00.000+08:00

was AWESOME! God was so awesome in our midst. at first right, we were really discouraged by the number of people who signed up despite all the effort being put in. i even tried stopping Ms Assunta and Ernest from going on with the camp. (yes yes, i'm evil. i know..) come to think of it, it was really the devil working in me to try to stop them from going on with this camp. i had alot of doubts (thanks to the devil), and i didn't even feel like going for this camp. it is because of my life, which wasn't right with God, that i was so vulnerable to the devil....and i allowed the devil (unknowingly) to take control of everything i do.

as the days drew nearer, things started going our way according to plans, and there were less doubts in me. ernest, adelene, jacqueline, Ms Assunta, Mr Joshua, Ernest's mum....they kept on praying and praying so much so that the devil didn't have any opportunity to attack us. but one day before the camp, problems aroused......again. but on the day of and throughout the camp, the scattered pieces fell back at its place, and everything went well.

at the starting, we actually had only 2 musicians at first..we couldn't find a guitarist, only found a keyboardist and drummer. but on the way to SUFES campsite in the bus, we found out Ser Jin (don't really know how to spell his name) knows how to play the guitar! praise God! and as we got along the camp...we found out many other who knows how to play the keyboard. Grace was one of them and she helped out in the later sessions. then came along Jeremy, Pastor Katherine's son who knew how to play the guitar too! and helped us... God worked so many miracles among us i tell you. He's just so awesome. when things seem like it's not going our way, God is always there putting things into its place for us when we ask for it.

and right....i was the only one scheduled to song lead for all the sessions. and i was like, "What?! it's my first time doing it, and Lord, i don't think i can do it!" BUT. i actually did it! ( Ernest helped to worship lead the last session btw. ) God helped me, and He actually taught me many many things while i worship led and while preparation too. before this, i wasn't intact with God much. i hardly pray, i hardly do my devotions (almost never), but i realised that if my life is not right with God, i can't worship lead. i can't lead this people in to the presence of God. i'm so unclean. and darkness and light cannot assemble together as you guys know. so i asked for forgiveness and made my life right with God again. and really, God really moved in our midst. the first session of worship and the last few session of worship was so different! the whole worship music team grew more in the Lord, and He took us to a very different level of worship! thanks to Ser Jin, Ernest, Adelene, Gibien, Joanne, Jacqueline, Grace, Jeremy, Mr Joshua, Ms Assunta, Che Che Esther, they helped me so much in worship and we were all like worship leaders during worship session! they constantly prayed for me, we kept seeking God together, there were just so much unity! God brought us together, and i still remembered all the session we would sit down and pray together for a theme, for the Holy Spirit, for everything! while we prepared for the worship session too, we had our own worship time!

God really really really is AWESOME i tell you! those of you who did not go, you guys missed out so much! i'm back, rejuvenated! refreshed! restored! and renewed! :D the Lord has certainly done a great work in camp.

we had many memories too in camp. we went for jungle trekking and stream trotting! it was so much fun! though we were really tired, but everyone managed to stay awake until bedtime. hehe.

and did i tell you that i had my very own breakthrough in my spiritual life?! cause YES, i had a breakthrough!!! as i worship lead, God spoke so much to me and lead me on to Him through many many people. especially Gibien.. Gibien is certainly a man of God, and God used him to speak to me about many important things. Ms Assunta also spoke to me, and i really thank God for her.. i thank God for using her to speak to me. i thank God for Ernest, for always believing in me, and praying for me...Joanne, Adelene, and Jacqueline, for always being there praying for me, helping me, encouraging me, believing in me. Ser Jin for always helping me during worship.. you know when i couldnt reach the note or something, he'll sing so loudly to cover up for me, and also to queue me in when i didn't know when to come in. i thank God for Jeremy for being such a great cheerful guy, and he taught me many things about being a worship leader. Che Che Esther too (haha. not auntie. lol. ). she taught me many things about being a worship leader and she's always there encouraging me. i thank God for Grace too, she helped me alot in playing the keyboard, even when i give my hand signal late, she doesn't blame me...(the whole worship team too. thanks guys!) i really really appreciate all you guys. and i really thank God for each and every one of you, including everyone who attended this CF camp!

i could just go on and on talking about this camp and God's great work in us. God is just such an awesome God and friend! thank You Lord for everything! :DD

anyways, here are some pics..

CF Camp 2008 Worship Music Team! you're looking at the faces who impacted my life...who helped me in my relationship with God..who built me up. (:

CF Camp 2008 at the waterfall! (after dunno how many hours of stream trotting)

CF Camp 2008 Participants! with speakers! :DD

all in all, i just want to give thanks to God and praise Him for all the things He has done in my life, and in this camp. THANK YOU LORD!!!!

WE LOVE YOU JESUS! :D

strength.

2008-06-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

this weight is heavy.

Lord, i need strength to lift this weight up.

bring a miracle Lord..

i belong to Jesus.

2008-05-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha. i know i'm really outdated, but i found this pics on net recently only. the cute guy in the pic is none other than Kaka, after AC Milan won the match against Liverpool last year i think. correct me if i'm wrong.

i really admire him for his courage to stand up for God amidst all the hype after winning. rather than self-praising, or throwing off shirt to show off the well-built body like other athletes normally do, he threw off his shirt to reveal another shirt, "I belong to Jesus"; he gave glory to Jesus.

God bless you, Kaka. (:

real love defined.

2008-05-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

the epitome of true love.......one of the few solid definitions of love. all, but, in just one picture.

certainly a picture that paints a ~~thousand~~ million words.

so old and still going strong. look at them holding hands with contentment shown on their face. just so sweet!

it gets me thinking. how often do we still see this scenario on streets?

flesh is weak.

2008-05-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Matthew 24 : 41

New American Standard Bible
"Keep watching and praying that you may not enter into temptation; the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak."

God's Word @ Translation
"Stay awake, and pray that you won't be tempted. You want to do what's right, but you're weak."

i posted up two same verses with different translation so that the meaning will be clearer and easier to understand.

currently, this verse speaks alot to me. i went through a bunch of messed up thoughts today as i quarantined myself in the room the whole day.. (except when i had to eat my lunch and dinner) i realised, many a time i had the will and determination to do something, to change my ways, but i always end up in the same old spot; the black spot on a white piece of paper. each time i make a change of mind to change my ways, i would be so full of hope and strength........well, at least for a few days. then, i would begin to forget and forgo everything i should hold on to; i fall into the devil's temptation again.

and the cycle repeats and repeats and repeats.

it's kind of funny actually. i know all the steps and facts i should know to change my ways. in fact, i even advised people on this matter before, yet, now that i'm in this situation, i can barely pull myself out of it.

i know i should rely on God, ask Him for strength to carry on, to pray, to be strong-willed in changing my ways...but i don't. i know with human effort i'll fail, yet i insist on going on with only my imperfect human strength.

sigh..

now i'm like a bonfire dying off due to lack of woods..... i need refill! wood refill....God's wood refill to carry on, and to stop giving in to the devil!

one day... one day i will be able to smirk at the devil and tell him, "hah. LOSER!"

just wait for that day, devil. just you wait.

and then, i can praise my almighty God forever and ever...without feeling ashamed or guilty. (:

anyways, CF camp is coming up! can't wait! haha.. it's gonna be exciting and refreshing. Hillsongs' coming too! in 2 days time.. sadly can't go. oh wells..

good day, peeps! :D

a combination of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde?

2008-05-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

a Two-face human.

last-minute superstar.

2008-05-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

i always have the tendency to prolong my projects till the very last day of the dateline (including exams). doing last minute work is just very worth it you know, because seriously, you'll get the same end product of what other people do, so why go through all the hassle? ..yeah, that's what i've thought throughout my years in high school.

but this year, This very year, life proved me and my lazy mindset wrong. the on-going mid-term exam slapped, and is still slapping me in my face, practically screaming "HELLO??!! you can't possibly cram so many info into your void head now!"

really. i barely understand any concept, i don't remember formulas, so practically, i have nothing but nuts in my head! okay, so i have a mass called Brain inside my head, but yea, it's filled with nothing. nothing, baby. Nothing! nada.

at least last year form 4, there were so few chapters to study. i could burn the midnight oil and revise the subject on the night before whatever-exam-it-was and still attain great results. now, yes, i can achieve "great" results. i can fail with flying colours and be called a blond....or in a Malaysian way, lalamui - not in fashion sense, but in academics ya know. cause lalamuis tend to get failing grades and all, due to their disgusting-wannabe-CUTE-with-the-guys and their inability to think normally, especially in fashion. stop the 1,2,3,4,5, finger-sticking-on-your-face in the pictures before a Normal human being tells you off in your face. and pleaaseeee, DO NOT misinterpret it as "i think she/he is jealous of me!". same goes to the lalazais. normal people can only tolerate certain amount of stupidity. go back to kindergarten and learn your colours and numbers, kiddo.

ANYWAYS. back to topic. (gee, i strayed so far.)

so i call myself a last-minute superstar, Not superwoman. why? because i'm well-known for being Ms. Last-Minute, but i don't always happen to get away doing it. i am powerless. and i ain't no superwoman.

i guess as we grow up, we have to put a stop to doing work last minute. time management is essential, and nobody's gonna hire me in future if i keep this going. so, CHANGE, ANDREA!

say NO to Last-Minute work.

must. must. must.

2008-05-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

lazing around on my very soft and comfy bed, i decided i should do some updating while i'm still inspired, before i slack off or procrastinate (like i always do).

i'm being a lil not-me anymore nowadays, it's like i'm being someone else, someone alien. i hardly talk, i hardly smile, i hardly burst into paroxysms of laughter. i feel no euphoria. perhaps, i'm being affected by everything that is going on right now in school...in prefects. sigh.

anyway, i'm still in the middle of exams, and really, i'm doing no good. i've been a Garfield these few days, well fed, and well lazy too. mum's taking extreme good care of me, cutting mangos for me, grinding juices, and here i am, being an ungrateful child by going online and flunking exams.

guilty as charged.

i must change. i must. i must. i must!

and i was being Meredith just now, thinking of my very own McDreamy and McSteamy, after having a real good quality time with mum, talking about her love life back in the old days.
boys......the distractions they bring. xD

before i go off, please, whoever you are, come for SMKB CF Camp in June! God is going to do mighty things among us. keep the CF camp in prayer too, will ya? thanks a biggie bunch. (:

Unending Love..

2008-05-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

It's ironic how each time i'm absent in school, there'll always be something big happening. Just.......weird.

Well, i was up in Genting when Juin Hoong called me and told me the Big News. to say i was shocked would be a lie..........cause i wasn't even close to shocked; i was all calm and normal. no breathing difficulty, no "WHAT! OMGosh!".

Yea, no whatsoever.

In fact, i smiled; i sort of half expected it to happen, but just not as soon as i imagined. they've been giving many signs all this while actually, the "this is the last thing i'm gonna do" sentence, the "look", etc....... Plus, it is really time for them to take a break, especially KJ. As a friend(if he still consider me as one. lol), i felt happy for him, but as my prefect self, i felt terribly at loss.

Haha. But imagine if Lembaga Pengawas were to be a famous board, they would have made the headlines in newspaper today.

"IS THIS A JOKE? 3 ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECTS, TOGETHER WITH A TREASURER BACKED OUT YESTERDAY"

or in news report on tv...

"Breaking news, live from SMKB. 4 respected senior prefects have made their move. They resigned yesterday and was seen wearing normal students' uniform. Many are wondering, many are asking. Everyone's curious.

"why?" "what has happened?".

As for now, reasons to why this sudden incident has happened is yet to be known..."

lol.
Anyway, back to topic. After we ended our conversation, it finally dawned to me that it IS a Big Thing.

"what are we gonna do?" I asked myself repeatedly.

Since my parents were with me in the hotel room, i told them right away about this thing.

and they went like,

"YOU SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED THEM!"

LOL. and they started nagging me to resign too. haha.

I know it's pretty hard to believe, but i came to school with quite a heavy heart actually. i thought to myself, "isn't this such an irresponsible act by them?" "how can they leave us like this?" (*note that i wasn't very clear about everything at that time, since i've only heard the story from JH.)

Until now, i still say that it IS a very irresponsible act by them. (seriously, i don't see why Jian Lim, Wai Ken, and Nyin Hui had to resign.. but i believe that as time goes by, i will learn) As for KJ, i can't deny that he has a solid reason to do what he did.

I've also heard about what they said in the meeting with seniors yesterday, about their personal reasons and all to why they did this.

want to have a piece of my own mind?

it's all down to MISCOMMUNICATION. (if you don't understand what i'm saying, it's okay. cause i know you won't understand. if you do, kindly keep it to yourself. haha.)

sighh..

life would definitely be better if everyone took the time to understand one another, build each other up with words of encouragement rather than piercing words. Most importantly, life would be best if everyone was truthful to each other. So no rough assumptions would be made, and there will be no wrong thoughts and choices done..

if.........and only if.

(i'll be doing a tribute to 4 of them in my next post regardless whether they are able to read it or not to remember all their hard work, effort, sweat, strength, encouragement, ideas, etc....to remember at least a little of what they've done so much for us..........for LP.)

but one thing i know, and i will always know.........no matter where we go, or what we do, in 10, 20, 30, 40, or even a 100 years later, we, the prefects of SMKB, AJK 2007/2008, still have one thing in common.

WE LOVE LP. AND WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE LP.

"now i hate LP. because i once loved LP"

the last words of Senior Wen Pin before he retired..

shucks, i'm dropping tears already!

everything is new.

2008-05-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

i've got a new blogskin! this time, i chose something pretty simple. i took it from one of the blog's basic template and edited the html here and there, thus, the new blog look! (:

this new look is more matured than the previous one. and simpler too...that is if you realise. this makeover thingy is actually my first step to changing for the better.

what do i mean for the better?

well, starting from here onwards, i'm going to stop blogging about the apek aka number 2. (fyi, it's a guy whom i have a crush on.). i've found much more meaningful things to blog on, for instance, my journey in life with God by my side. i realised, how much i miss walking through life with Him guiding my every step.

after i stopped going for youth services on saturday (due to tuition and unavailability), my faith went down the drain altogether with my relationship with God. oh yes, my excuse may sound valid enough to not go on saturday, but it's still mere excuses. my ego made me think that without going to church, i can still be strong in faith. i was definitely still strong for few months......but now, i barely do my devotions.

hence, the new blog outlook. and a new change of heart. a step closer to maturity, perhaps?

in this blog, i want to speak fervently about the One i love, Jesus. the ups and downs i go through. the One who loves me so much so He never fails to pick me up each time i fall.
i wanna keep my faith alive. i want to give my all to Him.

"Astounding."

His miracles in my life. His wondrous works. His amazing grace.

"for no eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has in store for those who love Him. 1 Corinthians 2:9"

surprise me, Lord. (:

for the old has gone, the new has come.

ps. no worries. i'll still be blogging about school and all. haha. i'll still humour you faithful readers of mine. heheh. and you like my new pic? the fireworks... took it during Independence Day 2007 at Putrajaya. :)

for the sake of remembrance, i shall post my previous blog skin picture here.

=D

2008-04-29T11:40:00.000+08:00

nar hengbokhe. :DD
(i'm happy!)

- even the smallest of things you do to me, makes me feel like i'm the luckiest, happiest girl on earth............just like a lil' girl, being given a lollipop by a LENGZAI.... (hahahhahaha)

- even by staring at you, you make me go all girly. (andrea going girly? ewww. you can say that again.. ewwwwwww.)

okkkkkayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. it's getting really cheesy. bulu roma dah menegak.. hahahahha.

bah..

2008-04-28T11:17:00.000+08:00

piles of homework before me.
i'm feeling heaty.
mid-term's coming up.
tuition teachers freaking out;
'blessing' us with tons of homework,
shucks! it's making me go berserk!

sigh, it feels too long a day,
but what am i to say?
datelines, datelines, and more datelines,
oh, just let me rest under a pine!
of course, bring my boy along,
so we can sing lots and lots of songs.

together.....forever. :)

but he's not here with me.....he's only in my dreams; we hardly talk now, we avoid seeing each other, we barely acknowledge each other's presence. HOW NOW? :(

so many obstacles.....~~does age really matter? his style? his looks?~~

even if it does, love sees an imperfect person, perfect, accepting every of his flaws.......

................i just wish that..we'll talk again. - and that's more than enough a reason for me to smile.

okkkkkaaaayyyyyy. andrea's emo-ing.

pronunciation..

2008-04-20T12:08:00.000+08:00

i was talking to KJ, Khing Yuan and Dyron about lencana keahlian outside bilik pengawas today just after scouts. fyi, i've got one more exam to pass in order to be a REAL scout.
while chatting, Khing Yuan said this,

"if you want me to pass you, i'll fail you 3 times first before you get to pass.."

"FEEL you 3 times first. haha." the oh-so-creative-and-funny KJ repeated.

and he got his deserved smack from me.

dirty dirty boys. agree? agree.

:p

taggy tag.

2008-04-13T15:20:00.000+08:00

List out 5 presents you wish for
1: Jerry Yan!
2: Takeshi Kaneshiro!
3: Rain! err, as in the korean singer, Rain. Jung Jihoon in other words. not that watery rain rain.
4: some hot form 4 guy which i think is hot.
5: lots of money! :D

okay, so it's not like guys are presents....but it's just that, it'll be cool to get your dream guys as presents you know.. haha.

The person who tagged me:

Joanne Ong.

First 5 impressions on her/him
1: Loud.
2: Nuts.
3: Bombastic punya England.
4: talkative.
5: energetic.

The most memorable thing he/she has done/given to you:
she notices when i get emo and tries her best to cheer me up. haha.

If he/she becomes your lover you two will:
run away from each other. xD

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be because:
she's no longer Joanne.

The 5 people you tag:
i don't do taggy............(~~more like i've got no one to tag. saddddddd~~) xD

The 5 people I want to mess with:
1. Jerry Yan!
2. Takeshi
3. Sakuragi Hanamichi
4. Hwanhee
5. Choi Siwon

Who is 3 having a relationship with?
ME ME ME! xD

Who is 5 having a relationship with?
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

What about 4 and 5?
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

What is 3 studying?
ERRR.

When was the last time you chatted with 5?
a few days ago....i think. in my dreams. haha.

Would you be with 1?
DUH. xD

How about 5?
DUH DUH DUH. xDDD

Does 2 have any siblings?
hmm. not sure.

How did you get to know 2 and 4?
through movies. :p

Where does 1 live?
our house, in Taiwan..

Is 3 the sexiest person in the world?
sexy? not so. more like the CUTEST. haha.

i hate pmsing.

2008-04-08T19:59:00.001+08:00

losing friendships over this petty thing is not worth it.

i should just quit and end this misery.

it's just not worth it. AT ALL.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
(excerpt from "how to save a life")

LOVE is..

2008-04-07T09:50:00.000+08:00

Love is patient, Love is kind,

It does not envy, it does not boast,

It is not proud, It is not rude,

It is not self-seeking,

It is not easily angered,

It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,

but rejoices with the truth.

it is always ready to excuse,

to trust, to hope,

and to endure whatever comes.

Love bears all things, believes all things,

hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

Love Never Fails.

* 1 Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8

maths made easy.

2008-04-06T07:10:00.000+08:00

statement 1 : if andrea has menses, then she is emo. (if p, then Q)

statement 2 : if andrea is emo, then andrea has menses. (if Q, then P)

statement : andrea is emo now. (Q is true)

conclusion : therefore, andrea has menses. (P is true)

simple application of maths in life! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

2008-04-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

standing proudly and muscular-ly, that's Him. the One and Only!

EDWIN CHEW SOON YIN

AKA

AARON CHEW SOON YIN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

you've been such a great dad all these years to me... i really really thank God for you, for being such a big blessing to me; always providing everything i need, keeping me in prayer all the time in your daily devotion and especially when i have exams (i know mum and you pray extra hard cause you guys know i study last minute).

i can still laugh whenever i think of you; cracking all those lame jokes while on the road when we have family trips, and making every Sunday morning merry by singing those really really OLD lame songs accompanied by your VERY LOUD guitar strumming, so loud, it wakes us all up in not a nice way - with tousled hair and muffled mumbles cry of pain.

but haha. it's funny when i look back and think of all these memories. until now, i still can remember you won the cooking competition for the red house on Family Day...even your fried rice, does enough justice to proving you as the Best Dad God has ever given to me. in tough times, you're always The Man, strong and standing, while we look to you for comfort a nd sometimes, to complain, and you'll take it all like a man without uttering a single word of frustration.

i adore you, daddy.

we all adore you.

this year, as you grow a year older, haha. and a year more matured too, i pray that your hair wont go white so soon, wont drop so much, and that God will slow down your aging rate. i pray for good health,(must not be so yit hei or cheong hei, okay. no good for blood pressure.) and that the Lord will prosper you in every part of your life, be it in work, family, or health. (when you're more prosperous, i'll get to shop more! heh.) i pray that you'll also continue to be strong in the Lord and also a man of God...

to me, you're an accomplished man, and you're the most perfect man out there.

daddy; my knight in shining armor; my friend!; God's best gift to me.

(:

you so rock weh! i wanna my future hubby to be like my daddy! kekeke.

have a blessed birthday and year ahead, dad.

ps. mummy told me alot of funny stories about you. she told me how you're so innocent, and didn't know how to say flattering stuff to her when you kau her that time. haha. funny.

mum and i baked him a birthday cake! doesn't look that appetizing, but it tastes like Heaven. really one!

dad and mum being lovey dovey. oh, eww. makes my hair stand.

me, dad, mummy, smiling gorgeously.. :D

tall to short - bro, dad, mum.

WE ALL LOVE YOU, DAD!

MY MAN - TAKESHI KANESHIRO!

2008-04-03T19:09:00.001+08:00

let this picture speak for itself..

can you hear it speak? no? nevermind, here's another one.

still can't hear? oh boohoo. :(

STILL can't hear? ....try digging your ears and see, maybe it'll work, who knows.

YOU STILL CAN'T HEAR?!! URGH.

it's ~~saying~~ screaming...........

SEXY, OH BABY, HOT HOT HOT!

meow....RRRRRRR.

be mine, Takeshi

Kaneshiro. YES, THIS

IS A MARRIAGE

PROPOSAL.

xD

1st of April!

2008-04-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

i went to school today....

APRIL FOOL!

haha! xD

lol. ignore the lameness. so yeah, i actually skipped school today. the thought of sitting mindlessly in class while, half of the class are out skipping class with the reason of having "science and maths week activities", and the only reason to why you're sitting in class is because you're a prefect, and you ought and is expected, to be a role model to students, just, sucks. sleeping at home definitely sounded wiser, thus, my absence in school today. haha.

reasons to why this day is celebrated :

- it's April Fool Day! obviously........it's 1st of April.

- form 4 junior prefects ~~got~~ was supposed to be installed during assembly today! heard it rained, that's why didn't get installed....it's kind of sad actually, that my juniors' installation wasn't cogent enough of a reason to make me go school. tomorrow i'll get to witness it anyway. so aiyah, nevermind laa. ~~(afterall, maybe the installation got postponed because the VIP, which in this case happens to be me, wasn't there.)~~ heh. :p

- it's Soon Heng's birthday! Happy Birthday Soon Heng! (though you wouldn't be reading this) was supposed to attend his surprise party today, but i being the queen of FFK, ffk-ed it. haha. sorry!

a pervert in making?

2008-03-30T13:30:00.000+08:00

today is one of the very rare days where my whole family goes out to eat, together. normally we'll always be missing a member, either my bro or sis....since they're busy with college and all. so like i said, we went out to eat dinner together, at Genting. (btw, Genting's starting to sound like my second home....since i just went up on Monday, and now today. haha.) had great food, great supper, great everything. teehee. praise God for today. (:

i had school in the morning today too. i know, sucks right, it's a Saturday and we're having school. but that's how we attain our long continuous holidays, so it's good in a way............in a way.

anyhows, this was one of the questions asked by our BM teacher, Pn Jalilah in class today. we were discussing about the prosa tradisional Sabor in class and she asked a KBKK question.

"Pada pendapat anda, bagaimanakah seseorang suami dapat memastikan isterinya tidak curang?"

guess what i told Ben?

.....

"belajar lebih banyak posisi....."

...

...

xD

and being the smart Ben, he stood up enthusiastically, half laughing, and told teacher my answer........ "cikgu, andrea kata belajar lebih banyak posisi....."

.................which.............in fact started to make her rant about how much we youngsters know about "everything" these days; how corrupted we are; how the government do not need to give us educational talk on sex anymore considering our wide "knowledge". hahahahahah. oh wells.......hehee.

but shucks, i'm starting to sound like a pervert now. am not, okay! AM NOT! (just trying to justify myself) xD

believe the innocent me, would you?

hah.

ps. i saw Chee Yung in Genting today! :D (for those who don't know him, he was one of the hottest guys in school last time...an assistant prefect, a top notch athlete with an absolutely GREAT body and face.........how'd i know? ...........i saw him topless before. * drools and grins * but now he gained plenty of weight already, so, whatever laahh. ) :P met him on the elevator at first world, and we were opposite each other; we were going down, he was going up. sis and bro managed to say hi to him, but i didn't! cause was so busy talking to my mum, and did not realise his presence, not until my bro shook hands briefly with him.......by that time, it was too late already. sighhh. hahaa. what la me. haha.

faster la!

2008-03-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

the so very berry super hyperly limited streamyx bandwidth is agitating me; MY GREAT TEACHER ONIZUKA (GTO) IS TAKING YEARS TO LOAD!

grrrr, andrea's impatient. very, very..

gah. ANYWAYS.

while waiting for it to load, here's a pic of GTO, one of the most heartwarming, funniest jdrama ever! :D

the sizzling hot sorimachi takashi! never fails to make my day..

heh. night, peeps! :D

American Idol..

2008-03-28T12:48:00.000+08:00

CHIKEZIE IS OUT!

=O

go sing great songs, Chikezie. we'll be looking forward to your album. (:

i foresee David Cook, Syesha, Michael John, and David Archuleta in the top 4 now (according to their performance yesterday). =D

sports day!

2008-03-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

sports day finally ended! and i got a silver medal for getting 2nd place in tug of war! (along with 9 other friends from green house) :DD

our sports day concluded with red house getting the first, yellow house the second, blue house the third, and last but not least, green house...at the last place. heh. we had lots of fun anyways! :)

its........

2008-03-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

Good Friday! :D

for God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. - John 3:16

thank You, Jesus. (:

lalala....

2008-03-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

I WANNA OVERNIGHT AT MCA TODAY!!

but my mummy don't allow........... she says i need proper rest.. sigh. the rumah hijau people are doing the perhiasan khemah until tomorrow morning! hahah. they even packed their sports clothes and all.... so fun..

andrea's missing out the fun. aw man... =(

form 2, 2005

2008-03-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

was browsing through My Pictures folder and found some really cute old pics......here's one of em. goes to show how much we've change over the years..

don't tien wei aka nickson look so cute? haha. kj and jian lim also looks so diff now. the girls? i guess we didn't change much. heheee. (:

How to Save a Life - The Fray

2008-03-20T19:05:00.000+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

=( sighh...

American Idol.

2008-03-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

i'm currently watching the repeat of american idol today on starworld..maybe it's me, but i think this year's American Idol do not have very strong competitors for the American Idol title. David Archuleta, seems to be getting the loudest applause and feedback every single week, while others? just pretty average claps and slight cheer.

heh. one can easily list down the few finalists that will be in at top 5. David Archuleta, duh, will be one of 'em, and not forgetting Syesha Mercado...who actually gave her best performance today, singing Yesterday by Paul McCartney. David Cook and Chikezie, is very versatile too though they did receive bad comments from Simon today. as for me, i'm rooting for Jason Castro, the cute innocent guy everybody can't help but smile at, ~~but i think Carly has a bigger chance of getting in the top 5.~~

top 2?

David Archuleta's seat is like haha. 99.99% reserved, unless a big mistake occurs, which would not happen in a million years. hahahahaha. i have no idea bout the other contestant who would be in top 2.. hmmm..

for today, i like Syesha's performance best. her rendition of Yesterday can simply make your tears drop, ~~especially for emo people like me.~~ (:

personality wise, i like Ramiele Malubay.. she's cute and bubbly and has the most gorgeous eyes ever.. hehhehe.. okay, i sound like some lesbo now. xD Jason's personality attracts me too. he reminds me of Andrew, a finalist in the very first Malaysian Idol if i'm not mistaken. very smiley; very gentleman. :DD

trivia : David Archuleta is a mormon. :(

go Syesha! go Jason!

love...

2008-03-19T14:54:00.000+08:00

i have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt......only more love. - Mother Teresa.

love is.....

being stupid together. - Paul Valery

:)

Cinderella - by Steven Curtis Chapman

2008-03-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sitting here wearing the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

Chorus:
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone.

Verse 2:
She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says, "Dad the prom is just one week away
And I need to practice my dancin'
"Oh please, daddy , please!"

Chorus:
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

Verse 3:
But she came home today with a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says, "Dad the wedding's still six months away but I need to practice my dancin'
"Oh please, daddy , please!"

Chorus:
So I will dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I will dance with Cinderella
I don't want to miss even one song
'Cause all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

this song's touching, huh? (: so people, love your dads!

how how how??

2008-03-17T14:29:00.000+08:00

KIOK PEI ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

HAK MUI ALREADY ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

(kiok pei; crippled; kaki tempang. hak mui; dark girl; black girl)

i'm currently limping cause my middle toe on my right foot is swollen..................and may i add, badly swollen. (but i still went for marching practice today! semangat, semangat! haha. though half way through i had to excuse myself out from the line cause my foot couldn't take it anymore...)

heh.

due to marching, i've gotten really really dark too. my two toned neck and legs are extremely visible. :(

reminder for tomorrow : put sunblock.

(:

hot guys oh hot guys...

2008-03-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

WHY MUST SO MANY CUTE HOT GUYS

SMOKE?!?!?!?!??!??!?!

it's so not cool; what a big turn off. gahh.

anyways, i went for my 5 hour lecture driving course today, and i made it back alive! :D

.......lame. haha.

so i met this cute guy friend at the course. during break in the afternoon, both of us went out together from the driving course (located near Wasbudi), to one of the shop lots in sri sinar since haha. the food they sell at the driving place there did not look appetizing...

nice guy, cute, not lala, stays at Mont Kiara.. what more can you ask for?

but one thing, he smokes. or at least i think so. i wonder if i was hallucinating. cause he seriously do not look like the type of guy who does that kind of stuff. saw him smoking in the morning (it was a quick glance, thats why i'm not sure) when i sat next to him while waiting to register.

why, why, why?!!!??!?!!?

WHY SMOKE?!!??!!

its so ewww, and it kills. (it rhymes!) haha. :D so people, don't smoke! if you do, don't come near me. cause it's bad for MY health too you know. hehehehe. xD (no worries, we'll still be friends..)

(:

sighh....

2008-03-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

WHY MUST SO MANY HOT GUYS

BE GAY?!!?!?!?!?!

aren't there such nice available girls ~~like me~~ out there?! xD

.......i just came back from Genting btw. heh. (: oh, oh! i'm starting my undang driving lesson course tomorrow too! gonna be sitting for 5 boring hours of lecture. torture maximum!

AGM LP 2008!

2008-03-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

yay or nay?

my alarm went off sharp at 7.30am today since i was required to be in school by 8am. but as expected of me, i stepped foot in school only at 8.30am. hehheh. well, as guilty as i'm charged, i've got a valid reason! reaaaaalllyyyy!

you see you see, as you guys dont know (lol), kj was busy doing our prefect's AGM stuff till 2.40am yesterday night or should i say...today morning? ..he worked really really hard to plan and coordinate everything for this day, like, really REALLY hard. sometimes, he works so hard, he puts me between cheering him on, or knocking his head so hard it brings him back to what people call a normal student. kekeke.

so i obliged by accompanying him, since he has always been such a wonderful guy to me; never failing to send me into paroxysms of laughter when i'm down, standing my soundings when i'm in a rage and so on.

aside from the fact ~~that i wasn't that sleepy and uhh, wanted to load my tantei gakuen Q videos.~~ xD

the consequences? i only got 5 hours of sleep, which equals to a very very sleepy andrea. heh. :)

throughout the whole morning, many problems aroused.. it's actually Mr Lim's birthday today and we wanted to give him a surprise and celebrate with him. unfortunately, he couldn't come. it seemed that the final invitation letter did not reach him. only the old one did (we changed the time from morning to afternoon, so he came in the morning..) =( sighh. aside from that, many teachers did not turn up for our AGM! we gave out like, 16 letters? only 5 people, including Mr Ong came. = =

and almost none of them informed us about their reason! grrrrr. haha.

oh wells. it was still a great AGM anyways! ;) i'm not sure whether i can post the whole video of all the prefects up, so i'm posting only my video (unedited version).

heard kj's voice? haha.

Ah Beng's toilet visit!

2008-03-13T15:30:00.000+08:00

am in the mood for jokes right now. so here's an Ah Beng joke i found in some other blogger's blog. it made me laugh a whole lot! xD

Dr. Quek made a routine house call to Ah Beng, one of his elderly patients.

He asks, "And how are you doing today, Ah Beng?"

Ah Beng replies, "I feel just fine, doc. But you know, it's the strangest thing. Every night when I get up to pang jio,the bathroom light goes on for me automatically when I open the door!"

The doctor is worried that the old man is getting senile, so he phones the man's son, and the son's wife answers. The doctor tells her, "Mrs. Lim, I'm a little concerned about your father-in-law. It seems that when he gets up to urinate at night and opens the bathroom door, the light somehow goes on..."

At which point, Mrs. Lim yells, "Ah Seng! Ah Pa pang jio in the fridge again!"

5 seconds of fame. (:

2008-03-12T16:06:00.000+08:00

prefect's Annual General Meeting (AGM) is coming up this friday! woot woot! :D videos that were taken for the past few days unleashed the poser in us!(still remember the "5 seconds of fame" video i talked about? yea, this is the one.) :p

here's a snapshot of my video. will be posting up the whole video after the AGM only.

don't i look cool? *grins*

election fever.

2008-03-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

this year's election (i bet) kept many Malaysians awake past midnight, at the edge of their seats due to many issues being raised. i, too, caught the election fever. (yea, i'm 17, and lovin' politics issue.) nst website was a great source of news online. so anyways,

who did the people vote for?

this year was definitely a big sweep for the opposition party, seeing that the citizens of Malaysia have finally realised the great need to voice out.

the biggest news. BN, did not win 2/3 of the parliment seats. this means, the opposition parties will be able to voice out any doubt in decisions made by BN. thats a good thing. they're able to keep track of financial issues (in case of bribery and those not-so-good stuff) and projects worked on (where did that part of budget go to? etc..)

next biggest news. DAP has finally got hold of Penang! new rulings, new Chief Minister! woot!

next next biggest news. opposition party rules in 5 states! (way lot more compared to previous election) BN only got 6 i think.

next next next (lol) biggest news. DAP has got all the urban areas! such as, Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur (many parts of it), Perak! (ipoh, taiping and the cities), Selangor! last but not least..........Penang! :D

after much inspection (lol) and analyzing, this time the citizens did not really care about who (in their area) were they voting for, rather, they just wanted to vote for the opposition. the opposition parties worked together in a way too. if you really go in depth, when one opposition party becomes a candidate for a certain area, the other opposition party will automatically keep themselves out of that area. good job, people!

Malaysia has finally got its balance in politics; expect more voicing out and a better Malaysia! :DD phew.......finally!

ps. stay at home these few days though. it's not quite safe, in case there is a riot or some sort going on..

andrea's signing off!

i offer devotion.

2008-03-08T23:49:00.001+08:00

its been such a loooooooooooooooooooooong long time since i last went for ca's (youth service) on saturday. tuitions, scouts, prefects kept me kinda busy on sat. hehe.

so anyways, today is election day! meaning........tuitions are off! no scouts activity! and................I'M FREE! yay yay! :D

seeing that, i decided to go for youth! and i didn't regret going...really. worship time was awesome! i felt so free in His presence and everything that has been troubling me was lifted up to Him. i even surrendered all my thoughts about him to Him. haha. got to see friends and chatted alot too. and haha it was my first time in Omega group. (shows how long i haven't been to ca's...almost like forever.)kekeke... xD

what i wanna say here is that, God is just so amazing. all the testimonies i heard today really blessed me. i've still got tons and tons of things to learn about God, but He's really great. He never fails to captivate me time and again each time i begin to stumble or stray away from Him..

Lord, you're such an awesome God and friend to me. :)

In Your Freedom.

2008-03-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

I search for you, God of strength
I bow to you in my brokenness
No other king could have so humbly come
To save my soul and heal my heart

I have nothing more than all you offer me
There is nothing that else that’s of worth to me

I love you Lord, You rescued me
You are all that I want, You’re all I need

I pray to You, God of peace
I rest in You, my cares released

In Your freedom I will live, in Your freedom I will live
I offer devotion, I offer devotion

yew.

2008-03-08T02:57:00.000+08:00

miching yew.

i couldn't stop thinking of him the whole yesterday; my thoughts were practically completely booked by him. xD

where are you, where are you?

even when i got ready for tug of war, my eyes searched for him. when i held the rope, my eyes was still searching for him.

sounds haha cheesy, but that was what really happened.

my friend told me once, that your dreams in your sleep, is either what you fear to happen most, or what you desire most.

........and.....i dreamt of him the whole night. (details of my dream will not be revealed here for privacy purpose) :p

the question is,

was it what i fear or desire most?

andrea, you gotto keep your head empty!
keep it empty, keep your head empty, keep your head empty! haha. xD

tug of war!

2008-03-06T18:23:00.001+08:00

so i started out my day with really low self esteem due to the upcoming tug of war that was to be held after school. the second i stepped into the bilik pengawas, i started rambling to everyone on how we (the green house girls) were gonna lose cause we are so thin and yada yada. in fact, i felt so low, that i asked eu jin a few times whether the names can be changed. he said no, and i had to just comply with it.

tug of war, was no doubt the hottest topic of the day.

i did some errands during the last period of school until 1.45pm? somewhere around there. and boy, i dread getting signatures of approval from certain teachers! i got pushed around like mad!

"i'll be back in a minute.."

yeah rightt. i waited for around 5 minutes and ran some other errands for other teachers in the meantime, and still she did not appear. i got a lil fed up of waiting, knowing i'm not so much of a cough cough, patient person, so i asked my way around and ended up seeing her in bilik guru, chit-chatting with other teachers. excuse me, i've been running around for an hour to get whatever approval you need before you sign, and you're here chatting?! uhh, the anger. thank God she finally gave me her signature after a million years of waiting.

after that, i went for a video and photo session to film my "5 seconds of fame" video, taken by kj. lol. had to think up of our very own pose and yeah, i did a lame one - buttoning up my blazer. gosh, i'm so creative, i can be a creative director next time! sarcastically of course. haha. had real lots of fun anyways. kekeke.

2.30pm. i realised my white pe shirt is a lil too transparent for my own good. umm, not gonna elaborate here bout it, but yeah, in short its transparent. very, very. haha. so i called my mum to bring my green shirt to school. after eating my lunch, i thanked my mum for bringing my clothes and headed off to the tug of war competition. running competition started off first though. cheered for them, walked around, blabbered to weng wah and sze huey about how green house girls gonna lose and all. and soon, it was time for tug of war.

they started off with the guys first....fortunately. i was talking to this girl from green house at that time, and she did not know whether her name is inside the list for this event....she wanted to join, and thought it was a open event. i panicked, cause she was the biggest sized girl there at the pavilion. if she isn't in, we'll have a great time losing, i thought to myself. i quickly asked eu jin and he said that the judges don't really mind, as long as you have enough members to pull. right then, i thought of ru jun and dashed off in search of her to pull since the rules changed, or in this case, is lenient. found her in zone 2 meeting and got her out from there to change.

went back to the pavilion, and found the green house guys starting their game, fighting to get into the finals. (blue house guys lost to red house guys while i was away with ru jun.)

they lost the first round. shucks, was the first word that came to my mind. they exchanged places with yellow house for the second round. i had the sudden urge and vibe, therefore resulting to my scream, "RUMAH HIJAU!"

.........and i was the only one who shouted at that time. paiseh giler. nevertheless, they lost again. so they were officially out of finals...and had to fight to get the 3rd place with the other losing team, which happens to be blue house.

in the meantime, the whistle was blown.

"peserta tarik tali perempuan sila ke hadapan.." (all tug of war female contestants please come forward.)

SHUCKS! haha. i was so prepared to lose.. and so happened that we had more than 10 contestants (some who did not register their name came along too.) it's a good thing, cause some of them are big sized and yeah. so i asked eu jin to pick 10 of us, and i was chosen..ru jun was not though.

sat at the field along with the other contestants and scanned around. yellow house girls were humongous! they practically had the top 5 biggest girls in our whole school in! .........and we prayed hard not to get them first. i bet blue and red house girls were praying hard too. haha.

they did a lucky draw, and thank God once again, that blue house was to be against yellow house! such a relief...seriously. they started off first, and duh..yellow won.

at that moment, we couldn't deny..that,......it was time.

us against the red.

got up and we gave words of encouragement to each other. did some cheer and got ourselves ready. everyone was in position; this basketball player right in front, thuvija the second, and i was after jun lin, somewhere in the middle, and another basketball player was behind me along with 2 other girls. held the rope and i dug some holes with my feet for better stand.

everyone was ready.

while waiting for the whistle to blow, my heart went, dub dub dub, dub dub dub dub, dub dub dub dub dub. yeap, faster and faster.. wye mun cheered for me, and i roared in response, as a form of semangat. haha. yes, i know its very unlady-like but aiya, who cares! xD

and the whistle was blown.

"TARIKKK!!!! PULLL!!!"

all i could hear were noisy muffled words. couldnt hear what everyone was cheering or saying.

keep pulling...keep pulling.. 1, 2, pull! stand on your ground. bend your knees and body behind for lower gravitational center. keep pulling....1, 2, pull! keep pulling, andrea.

that was what i recalled thinking of.

"pittttttttttttttttttt!!"

WE WON THE FIRST ROUND! WOOOHOOO!

we then exchanged places with red, and dug holes again.

siew called me while standing at the side, i turned to look, and he said, "andrea...dont like this la..give chance to us(red house)" sorry siew, friends are friends, tug of war is tug of war. haha. afterall, red house is leading overall right now. paul, on the other hand was there too, cheering green house girls on.

we took hold of the rope once again, and waited for the whistle to blow.

"pittttttttttttttt!!"

Mr. Herman blew!

again, muffled voices were heard.. and we were.........losing it. we took a step forward...which clearly meant - closer to losing.

i dug my leg inside the hole and my toes coiled in response to being pulled.

hang in there everyone... and i guess we were thinking the same at that point of time. we started the 1,2 pull thing.

we gained a few steps back. good, keep going, keep going. keep pulling at the count of 1,2.

"PITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!"

and we.......OFFICIALLY GOT INTO THE FINALS! WE WON BABEH! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHA! :DDD

we jumped and hugged and cheered and yeah. we were so bubbly and hyper after that! haha. such is the enthusiasm portrayed.. hehe.

anyways, we had great fun today! and i've got a medal secured! HURRAY! (the guys got 4th place though..) and as you guys know, its my last year in school so its a big thing for me! memories such as these are priceless. imagine me telling my children about my high school life next time, so fun so fun! :DDDD

the finals will be on sports day itself.....and i am able to foresee us losing to the yellow. guess most probably we'll get silver medal. well, its still a medal! rightright?! :D hehehe.

all in all, praise God for everything and for His grace that kept me going! thank You, Lord! (:

it's 2.23am now; andrea's off to sleep! :)

lala-ness.

2008-03-05T10:20:00.000+08:00

alright. going to a Kepong school is just so horrible - there are just too many lala people around! till now, i just don't get how neck-bra straps, straightened-fringe falling down right in front of your face looks good for girls! guys?! keeping a lil fringe at the front-side is just so EWWWWWW. seriously. (there are some guys who doesn't look ewww in it though. very few..)

how lala / jinjang can you all get? uhh, i wonder....

frankly, their lala-ness does not tick me off. it's their muka tembok-ness that ticks me off! i mean, hey, ITS LALA. and they can still think it's oh-so-fashionable and strut their stuff. eeekk. geli-ness!

now now, being a prefect rocks so hard weh. having the opportunity to ask those girls to pin their hair up is just my joy and pleasure. i'm downright serious! their lala sense of fashion disgusts me out to the maximum. thank God my close friends aren't like that. haha. but i do admit that there are some girls who looks good with their bangs down. ~~they are the ones i excuse for breaking the rules.~~ xD shhhhhhhhhhhhh, not supposed to know that actually. keke. :p and guys? there are guys who look totally HOT with their long bangs too. VERY HOT i must say. xD but there are some who just can't help condemning the fashion world with their 'style'. get a life, oh you lala people.

i recalled a few years back, when bell bottoms were in fashion. gosh, THE OOOGGLLINESS!!!! X 100000000 that was one of the worst fashion scenarios ever in our school. guys were practically wearing TIGHT bell bottoms, showing off their "toned" legs and how "sexy" it is......so gross. makes me wanna puke just by the mere thought of it. thank God those days are over and done with.

i just really wish that our KEPONG BARU school can just be a little bit more civilized. just a little more will do. its my last year here anyways, so perhaps i'll close one eye and walk away from those lala people? haha. wish me best of luck in that.

ps. sorry if i offended anyone...but an overdose of lala-ness is just such a turn off.

so seafood; so lala; so jinjang (no offense to those from jinjang..)

opening ceremony?

2008-03-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaallriiigghhhhttt people! today is the day andrea officially opens her fourth blog! (yes, fourth blog people..your eyes aren't cheating you.) why another blog anyways? well, windows live space is such a hassle, not adding how disorganized it is. plus, i need more privacy! privacy's important people! very. (: friendster blog? same case. and the other two blogs are umm. highly personal blogs. heheh. when i get emo or whatsoever, yea, i write in them; my poor emo blogs. xD ~~(chances are that this blog will turn into another emo one too. 60 percent. ick!)~~

heheh.
anyways, hi! i'm andrea chew! (chew me not. LOL.) i'm 17 this year and loving every bit of my life; the ups and downs, left and right, yea, you get it, everything. i'm still learning to be a stronger person each and everyday as i walk through life, and will continue learning as He guides my every footstep in life. who is this He you ask? This He, is and will always be my Best Friend, my love one, my Saviour! my Comforter, my Lover, My Great God. :) i just can't imagine life without Him. really.. He's just so wonderful. other than Him, i cherish and love my family, my friends and everybody i meet (yes, including you! yes, YOU! no matter how i dislike you at one point, i'll still love you. awwwww. haha. i know i know.) :p

so expect many rants here, and bear with my english (my english can be really broken at times. you is the understanding me? no no? xD ) haha and do you know i really want to get married by 26 years old?

yea. am random. live with it.

and right now, andrea just wanna study her butt off for spm and have REAL fun with friends! (yea, we're practically trying to celebrate every festival possible together. we're even considering the upcoming elections to celebrate. totally swt right? haha. )fyi, its our last year in high school; we should definitely make great memories together-gether! :DD right right? hehe.

friends; my anti depressant pills. ;)