when the earth stood still..

I sat silently at the corner again.. 

I pondered and pondered, and by human nature, I started questioning Him all over again. 

No, this question isn't different than the previous; we're back to where we were two months ago. I even thought I walked far enough to not be able to return to where I was then... I guess, I underestimated everything? 

too confident?

The only difference is that, now, I feel nothing. I've been talking as if it doesn't matter, like my heart isn't hurting, like I don't care. In fact, I've been laughing.

Am I even supposed to be laughing bout it right now? at this very point where I'm supposed to be grieving? 

Gosh, I feel evil.. 

WHY.

If You could just answer me this question... if You could just answer us this question... them.....

- I know you're happy in heaven..

goodbye, couzzie.

rest well.

Happy Earth Hour! :)

will update bout Treasure Hunt '09 soon. hopefully..

sweet nothings

I AM PREGNANT.


Yes, your eyes have done you no wrong.



I just said,



I AM PREGNANT. Four months old.



so who's the daddy?



It's smexy LEE MIN HO! :D
go google.

.....

cheah right, as though you would buy it.. haha.
But honestly, honestly, I am genius to have come up with such a great excuse for my large capacity tummy (to put it in nice terms), right right? :D

oh come on now...at least sugar me!


:)


btw, uber cool daaddy just bought me a tub of Boysenberry ice cream! Tiptop. imported ice cream from NZ! on sale now in Cold Storage! :D


love love loveeeeeee!

I thank God that I'm all well now!
Sayonara to evil stomach spasms!
Sayonara to pills!


Most of all, say hi again to my beloved husbands - Mr French Fries and Mr Oil!
I've missed you both so very much...



:D

- and i say sayonara to the bird too..

cause He is faithful

This life of mine is Yours
Use me Lord.
Let me be Your hands and feet.

Let me not stray away from You
or even Your will for me.

I know You're more than enough for me;
I don't need anything more than this,
than Your unfailing love for me
than Your comforting presence
than Your faithfulness
than Your everything.


I'm Yours.


Mold me, Lord...

- maybe i should take a step back in line
and start running all over again

SPM results!

oooooookaaaay! so spm results came out on 12 of march.

first and foremost, i praise God for my results! :)
for all the curious people, i got 8A1s, 2A2s, and 1B3. i know it's not a straight A1s result, but trust me, i screamed in joy when i counted the A1s! haha.

and i can now get a full scholarship for my A-levels in MCKL! :):):)

Thank You, Lord, for being such a wonderful, faithful friend to me. getting 8A1s is pretty much a miracle considering my last-minute study that i did for every subject.
Imagine this. I failed my history during trials exam. and i got an A1 for history in the real spm! hahah! i know! i can't believe it either! >.<


oh, and congrats to all the straight A1s people! :)

- I smell of you now

what better way to spend your last night before the world ends than to go mamak with friends, snack on french fries, play some pool and do foosball! (:





and if you do realise, it's 3.20am now, and i'm still not sleeping...

DOOMS DAY IS HERE!




*SCREAMS AND PULLS HAIR*








all the hopeful faces...








my friends, all the best.
may you cry out of joy.

Double Happiness

Today Ferns was nice. :)
Physics Lab was fun!
I love doing the ticker timer tape thingy... just not the recording the data and whatsoever part.
Econs was, well, econs..
Aaaand we were expecting MQA people to visit our Maths class!

They didn't come.



like what Ferns would say,

*in that slang*

"I don't believe it!"



:))

- He is gonna do great things
Crossroads, anyone?

:)

i've always wondered how is heaven like...



is it really true that we won't thirst or hunger when we're there?






:(



cause I picture heaven as a place FULL OF GLORIOUS FOOD like french fries! xD









hehehee. :)

today in college i was literally a walking zombie! what to do..too sleepy lah..
but i was really happy! :) friends make me happy happy! :)

i did badly in Physics test today though, and econs too!

gah. forget bout the past, i'm gonna move on......and score super well this semester despite the low marks i seem to be getting nowadays! :D

MY WISH CAME TRUEE! :))

upon a bright, lonely star

i wished, and i wished, and i wished. and i shall wish again...
at least, until heaven hears my desperate cry - of hope and love.

- how long more should i wait?
or should i even?

Guess by Marciano

ANDREA IS VERY HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!




why?




cause she just bought a Guess by Marciano heels on sale! :DD

The Heels.
lovely, isn't it? there are butterflies near the G! i loveee. :))

you must be wondering how much i bought it for.


CHEAP!


RM250 for 2 pairs of sandals from Pavillion! so sis bought another pair, i bought this! SO CHEAP RIGHT! :D

if you did read the newspaper a few days ago, you would know that Guess is having sales now. and many other stores too actually. Burberry is having some warehouse sales too at Bangsar Village. discounts from 20% to 80%. went there today, but i guess other people bought all the nice pretty stock? left all the not so nice ones there. plus, it isn't that cheap even after 80% discount. like, 1 top can cost you RM5k! after 80%? still RM1k.

sighh.
i wished i had that kind of money with me....


for now, i'm contented with my Guess sandals! very, very, very contented indeed! :D
don't worry Vincci, i'll still love you....just maybe, maybe not as much as Guess? hehe.




GO SHOP! IT'S SALES TIME, BABEH! :D

- they say let bygones be bygones
but if they were me, would they be able to say it so easily?
i really don't know how to face you no more...