Unending Love..

It's ironic how each time i'm absent in school, there'll always be something big happening. Just.......weird.

Well, i was up in Genting when Juin Hoong called me and told me the Big News. to say i was shocked would be a lie..........cause i wasn't even close to shocked; i was all calm and normal. no breathing difficulty, no "WHAT! OMGosh!".

Yea, no whatsoever.

In fact, i smiled; i sort of half expected it to happen, but just not as soon as i imagined. they've been giving many signs all this while actually, the "this is the last thing i'm gonna do" sentence, the "look", etc....... Plus, it is really time for them to take a break, especially KJ. As a friend(if he still consider me as one. lol), i felt happy for him, but as my prefect self, i felt terribly at loss.

Haha. But imagine if Lembaga Pengawas were to be a famous board, they would have made the headlines in newspaper today.

"IS THIS A JOKE? 3 ASSISTANT HEAD PREFECTS, TOGETHER WITH A TREASURER BACKED OUT YESTERDAY"

or in news report on tv...

"Breaking news, live from SMKB. 4 respected senior prefects have made their move. They resigned yesterday and was seen wearing normal students' uniform. Many are wondering, many are asking. Everyone's curious.

"why?" "what has happened?".

As for now, reasons to why this sudden incident has happened is yet to be known..."


lol.
Anyway, back to topic. After we ended our conversation, it finally dawned to me that it IS a Big Thing.

"what are we gonna do?" I asked myself repeatedly.

Since my parents were with me in the hotel room, i told them right away about this thing.

and they went like,


"YOU SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED THEM!"

LOL. and they started nagging me to resign too. haha.


I know it's pretty hard to believe, but i came to school with quite a heavy heart actually. i thought to myself, "isn't this such an irresponsible act by them?" "how can they leave us like this?" (*note that i wasn't very clear about everything at that time, since i've only heard the story from JH.)

Until now, i still say that it IS a very irresponsible act by them. (seriously, i don't see why Jian Lim, Wai Ken, and Nyin Hui had to resign.. but i believe that as time goes by, i will learn) As for KJ, i can't deny that he has a solid reason to do what he did.

I've also heard about what they said in the meeting with seniors yesterday, about their personal reasons and all to why they did this.

want to have a piece of my own mind?

it's all down to MISCOMMUNICATION. (if you don't understand what i'm saying, it's okay. cause i know you won't understand. if you do, kindly keep it to yourself. haha.)

sighh..





life would definitely be better if everyone took the time to understand one another, build each other up with words of encouragement rather than piercing words. Most importantly, life would be best if everyone was truthful to each other. So no rough assumptions would be made, and there will be no wrong thoughts and choices done..







if.........and only if.






(i'll be doing a tribute to 4 of them in my next post regardless whether they are able to read it or not to remember all their hard work, effort, sweat, strength, encouragement, ideas, etc....to remember at least a little of what they've done so much for us..........for LP.)





but one thing i know, and i will always know.........no matter where we go, or what we do, in 10, 20, 30, 40, or even a 100 years later, we, the prefects of SMKB, AJK 2007/2008, still have one thing in common.




WE LOVE LP. AND WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE LP.













"now i hate LP. because i once loved LP"

the last words of Senior Wen Pin before he retired..





shucks, i'm dropping tears already!